Even though I have priorities, I can't help but think...
I had a really good friend, I told her everything, when I was sad or needed lifting up, I went to her, I told her who I liked, I even cried in front of her, which I don't do often, and then she turned around and went after the guy I told her that I liked. I know it shouldn't be that big of a deal. But it' not the boy, it's that she totally didn't care about what I would feel like :/
I also wrote a really sweet note on her Facebook page, and she disregaurded it, never said thank you and never wrote anything back. I also haven't talked to her since everything has happened. I don't get it, but I'm not letting a boy ruin our friendship, but she's not going to let go.
I don't know what I'm going to do, I need to pray, and trust in God that he'll save our friendship, no matter what happens to the boy.
I gtg
I'll blog later :)
sdt_94
Regardless of whether or not she and the guy work out or not, or weather you ever talk again, it really hurts to be betrayed. It's like you thought you knew someone and when you finally could trust them they turn on you. It has happened to me over and over and over again. It is really hard to recover after that, as you start to question all of your relationships and you struggle to let people in. It is at that time in my life that the enemy came in and sold me all these lies, telling me that I wasn't good enough or that I should never let anyone in anymore. But that is what it is, a lie. I'm really proud of your example though, standing up for God even though everyone else falls around and even as you are being target by Satan. It is a very hard life to live, but there is nothing and no one more worth it than God. Stay strong, I will be praying for you
ReplyDeleteYour brother in Christ,
Chris